How do i get over the Sudden lost of Michael Jackson?

You see on Thursday i was very shock that MJ had died, but it didn't really hit me that hard, now about 2 days later whenever i see his videos or he is talking, i just start breaking out in tears. I felt like over the years i have taken him for granted. As of right now i am getting a bit teary eyed. How can i get over the sudden loss of the "the King of Pop" Please real answers.